everyday seems to be a whole new day
it's good to have positive thinking
although there's not sunny day in all the time
but...let's smile~
to face all troubles in our life!

sometimes...i really think that...
maybe i'm too believe to his words...
he's a damn stupid  idiot...
who simply let me think too much for his action...
everyone says that he's a flower-hearted guy...
but...i'll say that he's very loyal to that girl...
only....to that girl...
that's no point to struggle...
my mind is clearer now....
not easily to be cheated...
not going to be silly....
anymore...

FT ISLAND ~ GROWN MAN ^^

FT Island – Grown Man
HANGUL

다 큰 남자가 멀쩡하게 생긴 다 큰 남자가
네 살 꼬마 애처럼 또 이유도 없이 막 울기만 합니다

다 큰 남자가 키도 다 커버린 다 큰 남자가
주사 맞는 애처럼 또 아프다면서 자꾸만 울기만 합니다

# 괜찮아 질 거라는데 시간이 지나면 새 살이 돋듯 나아질 거라는데
나는 왜 그러지 못해 왜 이 모양인지 왜 갈수록 내 눈물은 더해

다 큰 남자가 겁도 없을 만큼 다 큰 남자가
엄마 잃은 애처럼 또 눈이 빨갛게 오늘도 울기만 합니다

#

독감에 걸린 듯 며칠 아프다가 아무렇지 않게
떠난 그 자리 또 다른 사람과 또 다른 사랑을 그럴 수만 있다면

아마 나 그러지 못해 그럴 수 없어 잊기는커녕 기억으로만 살 텐데
이렇게 다 큰 남자가 한 여자 때문에 또 하루를 울기만 합니다

English Translation:

A grown man, a normal looking, grown manIs crying without reason like a four-year-old child

A grown man, a big and tall, grown manKeeps crying, saying that it hurts, like a child receiving a shot

They say it'll get better when time passesThey say that new skin will grow and healBut why can't I, why am I like this?Why do my tears increase as time goes on?

A grown man, a fearless grown man,Cries again today till his eyes get red, like a child who lost his mother

They say it'll get better when time passesThey say that new skin will grow and heal
But why can't I, why am I like this?Why do my tears increase as time goes on?

Like a cold, if only I can be sick for a few daysAnd like it's nothing, fill up that seat with another personAnd start a different love - if only

I probably can't do that, I probably won'tI can't even forget so I'll live with the memoriesBecause of one woman, a grown man like meIs only crying all day long




ROMAJI

da keun namja-ga meolcheong-ha-ge saenggin da keun namja-gane sal kkoma aecheoreom tto iyudo eobshi mag ul-giman hamnida

da keun namja-ga gido da keobeorin da keun namja-gajusa manneun aecheoreom tto apeudamyeonseo jakkuman ul-giman hamnida

kwaehn-chanha jil keoraneunde shi-gani chinamyeon sae sari dod-deut na-ajil keoraneundenaneun waeh keureoji mothae waeh i moyanginji waeh kal-surong nae nun-mu-reun deohae

da keun namja-ga keopdo eopseul mankeum da keun namja-gaeomma irheun aecheoreom tto nuni ppal-kahke oneuldo ul-giman hamnida

dokkame keollin -deut myeochirapeuda-ga amureoh-ji anhketteonan geu jari tto dareun saramkwah tto dareun sarangeul keureol suman it-damyeon

ama na keureoji mothae keureol su eop-seo ijgineunkeonyeong giyeo-geuroman sal tendeireohke da keun namja-ga han yeoja ttae-mune tto harureul ul-giman hamnida

BIGBANG -- BLUE~

Album : Alive - Big Bang


Korean Lyric :
[Seungri]
Gyeouri gago bomi chajaojyo urin shideulko
Keurieum soege mami meongdeureotjyo

(I’m singing my blues) paran nunmure paran seulpeume gildeulyeojyeo
(I’m singing my blues) tteunkureume nallyeobonaen sarang oh oh

[GD]
Gateun haneul dareun gos neowahna wiiheomhanikka neo-ye-geseo tteonajuneun
geoya
Nimiran geuljae jeomhana bikeobhajiman naega monna sumneun geoya
Janinhan ibyeoreun sarangye (mallo)
keu eotteonmaldo wiiro twehl suneun eoptdago
Ama nae insaengye majimag mello magi naeryeo oneyo ije

[Daesung]
Taeyeonaseo neol mannago jugeul mankeum saranghago
Parahke muldeureo shirin nae maeum nuneul kamado neol neukgil su eoptjanha

[Taeyang]
Gyeouri gago bomi chajaojyo urin shideulko
Keurieum soge mami meongdeureotjyo

[Seungri]
(I’m singing my blues) paran nunmure paran seulpeume gildeulyeojyeo
(I’m singing my blues) tteunkureume nallyeobonaen sarang oh oh

[TOP]
Shimjangi meojeun geot man gata jeonjaengi kkeunnago keu kose eoreo buteun
neowahna
Nae meorissok saekyeojin trauma i nunmul mareumyeon chokchokhi giyeokhari
nae sarang
Kwehrobjido wehrobjido anha haengbogeun da honjanmal keu isange bokjabhan
geon mot chama
Daesurobji amureohjido anha byeolsueomneun banghwang saramdeureun wahtda
kanda

[Taeyang]
Taeyeonaseo neol manna-go jugeul mankeum saranghago
Parahke muldeureo shirin nae maeum neoneun tteonado nan geudaero itjanha

[Daesung]
Gyeouri kago bomi chajaojyo urin shideul-ko
Keurieum soge mami meongdeureotjyo

[Taeyang]
Oneuldo paran jeo talbitaraeye na hollo chami deulketjyo
Kkumso-geseodo nan geudaereul chaja hemae-imyeo i noraereul bulleoyo

[Seungri]
(I’m singing my blues) paran nunmure paran seulpeume gildeulyeojyeo
(I’m singing my blues) tteunkureume nallyeobonaen sarang
(I’m singing my blues) paran nunmure paran seulpeume gildeulyeojyeo
(I’m singing my blues) tteunkureume nallyeobonaen sarang oh oh


Translation :
The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing
(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and i are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down
I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you
The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing
(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and i, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, i will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, i don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go
I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, i’m still here
(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, i look for you
And wander around while singing this song
(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh


Hangul :
겨울이 가고 봄이 찾아오죠 우린 시들고
그리움 속에 맘이 멍들었죠
(I’m singing my blues) 파란 눈물에 파란 슬픔에 길들여져


(I’m singing my blues) 뜬구름에 날려보낸 사랑 oh oh


같은 하늘 다른 곳 너와나 위험하니까 너에게서 떠나주는 거야


님이란 글자에 점하나 비겁하지만 내가 못나 숨는 거야
잔인한 이별은 사랑의 末路(말로) 그 어떤 말도 위로 될 수는 없다고
아마 내 인생의 마지막 멜로 막이 내려오네요 이제


태어나서 널 만나고 죽을 만큼 사랑하고


파랗게 물들어 시린 내 마음 눈을 감아도 널 느낄 수 없잖아


겨울이 가고 봄이 찾아오죠 우린 시들고


그리움 속에 맘이 멍들었죠


(I’m singing my blues) 파란 눈물에 파란 슬픔에 길들여져


(I’m singing my blues) 뜬구름에 날려보낸 사랑 oh oh


심장이 멎은 것 만 같아 전쟁이 끝나고 그 곳에 얼어 붙은 너와나


내 머릿속 새겨진 Trauma 이 눈물 마르면 촉촉히 기억하리 내 사랑
괴롭지도 외롭지도 않아 행복은 다 혼잣말 그 이상에 복잡한 건 못 참아
대수롭지 아무렇지도 않아 별수없는 방황 사람들은 왔다 간다


태어나서 널 만나고 죽을 만큼 사랑하고


파랗게 물들어 시린 내 마음 너는 떠나도 난 그대로 있잖아


겨울이 가고 봄이 찾아오죠 우린 시들고


그리움 속에 맘이 멍들었죠


오늘도 파란 저 달빛아래에 나 홀로 잠이 들겠죠


꿈속에서도 난 그대를 찾아 헤매이며 이 노래를 불러요


(I’m singing my blues) 파란 눈물에 파란 슬픔에 길들여져


(I’m singing my blues) 뜬구름에 날려보낸 사랑 oh oh
(I’m singing my blues) 파란 눈물에 파란 슬픔에 길들여져
(I’m singing my blues) 뜬구름에 날려보낸 사랑 oh oh

水瓶座爱上你需要多久?

水瓶座：不定时

　　水瓶的爱情老是不在状态下。有候几天，有时候断断续续好几年。有时候两个人都老了时，他还有未完成的恋爱梦。不知何时开始的，也不知何时失恋的。对爱情要求也许是太过高了，总是达不到心里想的那种恋爱感觉。

FT ISLAND >> SEVERELY ♥♥

Album : Grown Up - FT Island
Korean Title : 지독하게 - Jidoghage


Korean Lyric :
amu pyojeong eobshi amureoh-ji anhke keureohke neol bonaejugil
mae-il yeonseubhaebwahdo eosaekhagiman ha-go..

useumeul boimyeo mollae uneun beopdo mae-il yeonseubhae bwaht-jiman
tteollineun moksorie keumsae deul-gil keonman gata

sarang-haneun geot bodan ibyeol haneun ge
ama sucheon bae suman bae-neun himdeunde
neo eobshi mot saneun paboinde eocheora-go

jidokha-ge neomu jidokha-ge neoreul sarang-hae-nna bwah
sumdo mot shwiigo neoman channeunde
dodaeche eonjecheum keuman dul su i-nneunji
jidokha-ge neomu jidokha-ge neoman sarang-hae-nna bwah
neol bonaegi-ga nae-gen jukgiboda deo himdeun jidokhan ilin geot kata

amuri apado amureoh-ji anhke keureohke harureul bonaegil
keujeo iksu-khae jigil mae-il yeonseubhae bwaht-jiman

eochapi neoreuri-jjin mothal keot kata
kochil su eom-neun byeonge apeuda haedo
neo eobshi mossaneun paboinde eocheora-go

jidokha-ge neomu jidokha-ge neoreul sarang-hae-nna bwah
sumdo mot shwiigo neoman channeunde
dodaeche eonjecheum keuman dul su i-nneunji
jidokha-ge neomu jidokha-ge neoman sarang-hae-nna bwah
neol bonaegi-ga nae-gen jukgiboda deo himdeun jidokhan ilin geot kata

charari ireol keomyeon sarangjocha mal-keol
eonjecheumen ijeul-kka

miryeonha-ge neomu miryeonha-ge neoman sarang hae-nna bwah
dareun sarangeun kkumdo mot kkuge haneun neoman
neobakke moreuneun paboinde eocheora-go

jidokha-ge neomu jidokha-ge neowah ibyeorhana bwah
jal karan mari mwo-ga eoryeowo
iptul-jocha tteji motha-go meomutkeoryeo
jidokha-ge neomu jidokha-ge neoreuribyeorhana bwah
hyungteoboda deo gipi gaseume nama
neoreul ji-ul su eopseul keot kata


Translation :
Letting you go without any expression, as if it's nothing -

I practiced doing that every day but it's still awkward




I also practiced how to secretly cry while smiling but
I feel like my trembling voice will give it away quickly


Loving is probably hundreds and thousands of times more difficult than breaking up
But i'm a fool that can't live without you - what do you want me to do?


* severely, i guess i loved you too severely
I don't even breath and i look around for you
I don't know when i'll be able to stop
Severely, i guess i loved you too severely
I think letting you go is more severe than dying


No matter how much it hurts, every day i practiced
Trying to get used to spending a day as if it's nothing


I don't think i can forget you anyway
Even if i'm sick with an incurable disease
I'm a fool that can't live without you - what do you want me to do?


* repeat


If this was how it's going to be, i shouldn't have loved
When will i forget you?


Foolishly, i guess i loved you so foolishly
Because of you, i can't even dream of another love
I'm a fool that only knows you - what do you want me to do?


Severely, i guess we broke up so severely
What's so hard about saying goodbye that i can't even open my lips and am hesitating?
Severely, i guess we broke up so severely
You remain deeper than a scar in my heart so i can't erase you




Hangul :
아무 표정 없이 아무렇지 않게 그렇게 널 보내주길
매일 연습해봐도 어색하기만 하고
웃음을 보이며 몰래 우는 법도 매일 연습해 봤지만


떨리는 목소리에 금새 들킬 것만 같아


사랑하는 것 보단 이별 하는 게


아마 수천 배 수만 배는 힘든데
너 없이 못 사는 바보인데 어쩌라고


# 지독하게 너무 지독하게 너를 사랑했나 봐


숨도 못 쉬고 너만 찾는데 도대체 언제쯤 그만 둘 수 있는지
지독하게 너무 지독하게 너만 사랑했나 봐
널 보내기가 내겐 죽기보다 더 힘든 지독한 일인 것 같아


아무리 아파도 아무렇지 않게 그렇게 하루를 보내길


그저 익숙해 지길 매일 연습해 봤지만


어차피 너를 잊진 못할 것 같아


고칠 수 없는 병에 아프다 해도
너 없이 못사는 바보인데 어쩌라고


#
차라리 이럴 거면 사랑조차 말걸


언제쯤엔 잊을까


미련하게 너무 미련하게 너만 사랑 했나 봐


다른 사랑은 꿈도 못 꾸게 하는 너만
너밖에 모르는 바보인데 어쩌라고


지독하게 너무 지독하게 너와 이별하나 봐


잘 가란 말이 뭐가 어려워 입술조차 떼지 못하고 머뭇거려
지독하게 너무 지독하게 너를 이별하나 봐
흉터보다 더 깊이 가슴에 남아 너를 지울 수 없을 것 같아

水瓶座4月运势

放平心态，不要去计较太多

　　工作运势：付出跟所得不成正比，但是不要去抱怨，方正自己的心态，不要去计较太多，否则会身心俱疲。

　　爱情运势：需要勤劳一点。有伴的瓶子表达上不要太过懒惰，爱对方就向对方表达出来，不要不好意思；单身瓶子与其等待别人向你示好，不如主动些去向喜欢的异性接近试试，会有很大机会呦。

　　健康运势：按时睡眠，加强体育锻炼。